Helpless against the noise in my head
Clawing through sinews and layers of me
Until my whole world's red
Shrieking with joy as i locate
What's left of myself
Tearing out the worst and feeling peace
As the whole world turns to black
The whole world turns black for me
One of the few things that i really want
Cause all i really want
Is for everything to go wrong
Happy birthday
Merry Christmas
Go away
Go away