Meryahcology - Honestly Lyrics

If you message me and I don't respond, don't take it personal
Don't take it personal
Um
I'm processing so many things and
I feel really overwhelmed a lot of the days, a lot of times
Um
And I don't really know what else to say but

Feel so disconnected from my body
Drowning in uncertainty
So much buzz to take care of myself
Adding more anxiety
Don't know where, don't know why
I can't keep up
Wondering when I'll be free
I'm searching, I'm reaching, I can't wake up
Sleepwalking in a bad dream

Honestly I want to find myself
Start running to my happy
Honestly baby I need your help
'Cause when I can't I know that you see me
Honestly I want to find myself
Start basking in all that's me
Honestly baby I need your help
I need your

My thoughts, oh my thoughts, oh
They move so fast
Like rapids but endlessly
Flashing lights, I'm the star
Don't wanna be in this movie rated PTSD

Don't know where, don't know why
I can't keep up
Wondering when I'll be free
I'm searching, I'm reaching
I can't wake up
Sleepwalking in a bad dream

Honestly I want to find myself
Start running to my happy
Honestly baby I need your help
'Cause when I can't I know that you see me
Honestly I want to find myself
Start basking in all that's me
Honestly baby I need your help (Help)
I need your

Honestly I want to find myself
Start running to my happy
Honestly baby I need your help
(honestly baby I need your... help)
'Cause when I can't I know that you see me
Honestly I want to find myself (Myself)
Start basking in all that's me
Honestly baby I need your help (Your help, help)
I need your

Honestly I want to find myself
I need your help, help, help, help

I'm grateful for the concern that folks have been giving
I'm grateful for the folks who have been reaching out, um (Your help)
And for the people I have the capacity to be around
(I need your help, help, help, help)
Ya know?
I don't have a lot of capacity for a lotta things so
I'm really grateful for the people that, um
Get me
And can keep me