Voice in my head remind me of what I learned
Some shit didn't click until I was at my worst
Sometimes it takes some time to truly see with your eyes
Somehow I grew in the shadows
Other flowers couldn't bloom in a room they need meadows
But I always made do
Only lied to survive otherwise I stayed true
Don't hit me asking where the time went
You where with me when it mattered should've tried then
Won't reply to all the where have I beens
Blood don't matter more than time spent
See the shows yal know I got worth now
Too winded for the run until it start to work out
Got some people tuning in to every verse now
Play this shit loud for every time I was turned down
Say you smoke but fill a swisher with oregano
Im Rolling gas my eyes low enough to touch a toe
I'm in a clash with my past we going toe to toe
I cope with smoke got me rolling til I'm comatose
Bro I stayed timid
Afraid to make a wave these days I go swimming
From the bench to the play I never strayed from a scrimmage
I know why I started and know how I'll finish
Now excuse me while I get to that
Didn't care bout the bridge until I had lit the match
I get it Some bridges only one way
When it comes to respect I expect that shit both ways
Breaking habits that only served in me in the old days
Searching for meaning will leave you with a cold case
Im just speaking from experience
Half yal just be talking you don't be hearing shit
Voice in my head remind me of what I learned
Some shit didn't click until I was at my worst
Sometimes it takes some time to truly see with eyes
Somehow I grew in the shadows
Other flowers couldn't bloom in a room they need meadows
But I always made do
Only lied to survive otherwise I stayed tru
Lotta Yal insecure got yal softer than pillows
Yal defense is to ball Armani armadillos
Capital captured you your confidence is rented
How many things can you buy til you find true fulfillment
Ive questioned that myself
All the greed we see gets disguised like it's wealth
Yal praise it like youd be it
Call it what you want but I call it how I see it
Voice in my head remind me of what I learned
Some shit didn't click until I was at my worst
Sometimes it takes some time to truly see with eyes