[ Featuring WishGxd, Turkish Executioner ]
You speaking to a god now
I don't feel no pressure on my crown
Eyes can see all the fakes coming in last place
Never gave a f*ck now I just gotta make my plate
Imma run the rap game lemme make that straight
Under all the lies, I know my allies
Merno and I speaking words of the wise
So listen up now I ain't gon say it twice
The Executioner is here to revolutionize
Check me out been going through
Some depression cycles
How they hating but standing on
The otherside how they hating
But standing on the otherside
Drop a line to my mom and dad
Show my good side then get the
Backend
You tried to call me an imposter
You tried to call me an imposter
How would you know how I feel
If you're not living how I am
Working sixty hours a week to put
A bite on the table sixty hours a week
I can never get back
My mind goes in motions when
It's past twelve I start drowning myself
In liquor and start remind myself
How I use to reminisce and struggle
Inside
You might feel ok now but after
A while you can never be ok
If you spend all your time fighting
With the inner demons
If you spend all your time trying
To look some sort of way to the
Critics judging me for my limits
Telling me to go struggle some
More while I'm writing down
Lyrics man this shit hurts
I gotta keep trying I gotta keep going
I gotta fill my timeline a few songs
Ago I said I don't care but inside
I don't feel the same a few comments
Feels like a knife in my chest
Music is my therapy a remedy to
Keep me sane their had been times
I didn't want to be In the public's
Eye momma didn't raise a quitter
Even if she didn't show her support
On the outside I always knew she
Did on the inside
Angel on my shoulder telling me to
Keep going but the devil on the
Otherside telling me to go back
To my old ways go back to the
Struggling go back to the nine to five
Go back to the suffering
Shit step on that money that
Shit ain't worth it mental
Health over wealth
How they hating but standing
On the otherside how they
Hating but standing on the
Otherside drop a line to my
Mom and dad cherishing every
Moment that their here
Show my good side then get the
Backend you tried to call me a
Imposter you tried to call me a
Imposter but how would you
Know how I feel if your not
Living how I am but how would
You know how I feel if your
Not living how I am
You tried to call me an imposter
You tried to call me an imposter
Sixty hours a week to put a bite
On the table sixty hours a week
I can never get back
