Merival - Me and My Friends Lyrics

What am I left with if I throw out everything I don't like?
Everything I don't love?
I see it in other people, I guess there's supposed to be some value
To what you do all day
I wanna grow some more plants and that's a good enough reason
To keep going for now
But imagine if I really knew how much good was actually in the world
How much love there really is

Me and my friends are still kids
And we don't know, and maybe
We never will
Maybe we never will

I've read to many thoughtful books to be surprised by this uselessness
But then here we are
I've said too many thoughtless things to be surprised
That they're haunting me
But that's life with a big mouth
Perhaps the greatest myth is that you'll
Ever grow up and feel
In control
For more than one week
So why do they tell it to us?

Me and my friends are in love with eachother
But sometimes love makes you mean
Me and my lovers are friends with eachother
But sometimes the friendship's not clean
Me and my mind are at war half the time
And I wonder if there's another way
Only so many repetitions of
Telling yourself day to day

Me and my friends are in love with eachother
But sometimes love makes you mean
Holding our hands in eachother's, we try
To get by, and we try to stay clean