Mercy Great - My Apologies Lyrics

I'm sorry Mama for all the shit I did to you
And all the shit I'm finna do this crazy world I'm living threw
I pray the lord every night, He don't get rid of you
I know the situation that I'm in making you miserable
And these are my apologies
I'm sorry Niya for all the shit I did to you
And when a nigga was broke all the shit I couldn't give to you
And every day you go away you know yo daddy missing you
I know I should've been there but...
These are my apologies
I been through alot shit with my O.G
She left me in a cell like she didn't know me
500 for my bail I had to do a whole week
I didn't know then but now I'm thinking slowly
Low key she was teaching me on how to be a man
If you get caught then do that bid, better be glad that it wasn't them feds
If you got two feet then yo ass gone stand
If you aim for the moon where you think you gone land
Get up off yo ass and get up out that jam, Damn!
She said you know I love you but this is tough love
The journey through my life it was a rough one
Coming from the world where the daddies don't love sons
And Momma got be the daddy too, and that f*cked up
But much love, for schooling me on what's what
And when that nigga used to beat on you I never punked up
Smack my baby moms sold dope even tried to rob
But for the most part raising me you did a great job
I'm sorry Mama for all the shit I did to you
And all the shit I'm finna do this crazy world I'm living threw
I pray the lord every night, He don't get rid of you
I know the situation that I'm in making you miserable
And these are my apologies
I'm sorry Niya for all the shit that I did to you
And when a nigga was broke all the shit I couldn't give to you
And every day you go away you know yo daddy missing you
I know I should've been there but...
These are my apologies
Lil Niya what's going on, surviving just cause we strong
My Diamond heir to the throne, while rhyming to get us on
I try not to never roam, yo momma I loved her so
She promise to never go, she left me cold and alone
But Daddy was doing wrong, I was creeping not coming home
And a couple of f*cked up shit to embarrassed to let you know
I was f*cking up in school, getting treed and staying broke
Owning up to my mistakes gotta do it because I'm grown
Driven by self passion while dying from bad habits
Surrounded by lick hitter and niggas that bag cabage
Provoked by pot heads, pill poppers, and crack addicts
To get a elbow and a scale jo and start trappin
But my daughter need me here make sure she good and well
Rather be broke in the hood than to be broke in a cell
Who going look after you if I'm sitting in a jail
Yo Daddy was real nigga but only time will tell
I'm sorry Mama for all the shit I did to you
And all the shit I'm finna do this crazy world I'm living threw
I pray the lord every night, He don't get rid of you
I know the situation that I'm in making you miserable
And these are my apologies
I'm sorry Niya for all the shit I did to you
And when a nigga was broke all the shit I couldn't give to you
And every day you go away you know yo daddy missing you
I know I should've been there but...
These are my apologies
Pardon me, my bad, and my apologies
I'm sorry the people I hurt and I proud to be
A trifling ass nigga, a lying ass nigga
A dead beat, broke ass, fighting ass nigga
But I'm trying my nigga shit I'm only human
If you don't like it my nigga what can I do then
Push forward f*ck the past keep it moving
I'm in the game but it feel like I'm losing
I'm still young, I'm still dumb, wild and stupid
Ain't man enough to say sorry, I express it through this music
Good Queen I misused and abuse them
Taking out frustration on people that didn't do shit
My emotions I neglect and push to the side
With a build in notion that man don't cry
And when men don't cry, we pretend and don't pray
And push the one we love the most the farther-est away