Melo Tha Truth - 1544 Lyrics

Living in holy city come wit repercussion
Keep your poker face cuz they can see who bluffin
Feel it in the air they know the reaper comin
That's why they keep the pipes its like they tryna fix your plumbing
Bullets cancel plans so most these niggas they get changed for nothing
15th and Christiana a nigga really came from nothing
This who I am was made a man from all the pain and suffering
Big brother had to be my daddy cuz my father wasn't
Mama gone to keep the lights on it all came from hustling
And plenty nights of struggling
Without no meals cooking
Knowing it ain't shit up in the fridge but you still looking
That type of shit will build some character nigga
Can't even count how many storms we had to weather my nigga
Shit from the gas not being on Domestic violence in my home
Got like 6 space heaters so the fuse keep getting blown
Mama chasing that addiction so her kids was left alone
A couple years we raised our self we had to get it on our own
I was steady ditching just f*ckin bitches had lack of focus
Sink was full of dishes drugs in the kitchen had rats and roaches
Mama went and pawn the PlayStation thought I wouldn't notice
Then she went and robbed the slot cuz she knew where my brother work is
Heroin abuser she was using no moderation
We be conversating she nodding off mid-conversation
My og overdosed when my grandma was on the phone
Was truly blessed to say the less she got clean and she's going strong
7 years till my brother gon make it home
March 23rd man my granny ain't make it home
Lost my job got evicted up out my home
10 17 I got a heart full of stone yeah I'ma miss you lessie
I'm going through it I'm feeling like all the odds against me
I'm feeling distance from my kids the devil trying to get me
I feel like God he put me through the biggest test so bless me
I numb the pain I heard the stress is deadly let's get it