Stress is on my mind and I can't think straight
If you could be quicker that would be great
Life is hitting me like it's a freight train
Suicidal thoughts man I don't need hate
I don't want to be on ice I don't skate
Put my heart on ice and then I'm Rod Wave
I can breathe just fine man I don't need to wait
Just don't lie to me cuz it won't be ok
I see through them lies so you don't need to say
I love you cuz it'd just be all real fake
Got experience so you can feel safe
One too many times and I can't feel my face
Seems like I'm getting older so I'm just gon' say my prayers
Everyone act fake I take it they don't really care
Faces hard to make on my face I swear I can feel the wear
White lines fell across my face I realized I had white hairs
Seems like I'm getting older so I'm just gon' say my prayers
Everyone act fake I take it they don't really care
Faces hard to make on my face I swear I can feel the wear
White lines fell across my face I realized I had white hairs
Wrote this when the sun was down you know it got some meaning to it
Never kept a gun around I knew that life had meaning to it
Hated that I loved you so I had to add some distance to it
Kept this on for years and I don't know if I should keep up to it
Tried to make up my mind, couldn't see the white lines
Cracked under pressure man I couldn't make up my mind
Scared I was gonna miss, scared I was gonna hit
Scared they would judge my miss, scared they would love success
When I got heartbroken I swear I couldn't feel no pain
When I got my senses back I swear I was just not the same
Ask me when I think about it swear it's just like everyday
Ask me how I feel about it swear that I still feel pain
Sometimes I just think about it asking what was there to gain
Then I just start thinking 'bout it what if I had never changed
Ima make a song about it nah that's not a real claim
But Ima make a song about it just so I can feel the pain
Seems like I'm getting older so I'm just gon' say my prayers
Everyone act fake I take it they don't really care
Faces hard to make on my face I swear I can feel the wear
White lines fell across my face I realized I had white hairs
Seems like I'm getting older so I'm just gon' say my prayers
Everyone act fake I take it they don't really care
Faces hard to make on my face I swear I can feel the wear
White lines fell across my face I realized I had white hairs