I thought I was right
And next day I feel I got it all wrong
Then I try to convince my mind and heart
But they don't really go together for long
I don't really care or maybe I just care
Too much it hurts
Do we love just to get back what we give
If not then why we stop trying
And I blame myself for feeling way too much
And I hate that you get to act like you're fine
And I blame myself for feeling way too much
And I hate you that you pretend this is the only right
You know you're hurting
But you're so good ignoring all of it
And if you don't want to accept alright
Then what's the point of me to fight for you
And I blame myself for feeling way too much
And I hate that you get to act like you're fine
And I blame myself for feeling way too much
And I hate you that you pretend this is the only right
I know how it feels when you hit the high to fall so low
And to be forgotten I am scared I don't want you to know
Don't like it when I lose control always stuck in the middle
Then I get bored I want to quit feeling so little
I know how it feels when you hit the high to fall so low
And to be forgotten I am scared I don't want you to know
I thought I was right
And next day I feel I got it all wrong
And I blame
And I blame
And I blame