At it alone again
Throwing my phone again
At something yeah
Now it's broken
Not like anyone would notice
Tell me it's all okay
Lie to me straight to my face
I know you mean nothing you say
No words truer spoken
I don't think you understand
Why I'm standing up here
Okay I'm
23 stories up high and I think that this is the
Last page
I don't know why you try as hard to keep me standing up
So steady
It'd be so much easier falling right now just one push
I'm ready.
I'm on a sugar crash
I ain't got no f*cking cash
Maybe I should take a bath
Cut my f*cking brain in half
I'm not lonely
Just a bit
Tired of this f*cking shit
Nothing that I write can make me
Feel good
I'm on a sugar crash
I ain't got no f*cking cash
Maybe I should take a bath
Cut my f*cking brain in half
I'm not lonely
Just a bit
Tired of this f*cking shit
Yeah
I don't think you wanna watch
But maybe I'll jump and I'll fly
What a twist to the plot that'd be when I was so ready to die
You tell me that's not how it works
That if I jump I will bleed
But I don't care if it hurts
That's what I want, don't you see?
Everyone around me
Everyone I've known and loved
Can reassure me all they want
But I know I am not enough
It's just sympathy
They pity me
It's sad to see
They're still worried
My mental state
Is unhealthy
I think my time is up
I'm on a sugar crash
I ain't got no f*cking cash
Maybe I should take a bath
Cut my f*cking brain in half
I'm not lonely
Just a bit
Tired of this f*cking shit
Nothing that I write can make me
Feel good
I'm on a sugar crash
I ain't got no f*cking cash
Maybe I should take a bath
Cut my f*cking brain in half
I'm not lonely
Just a bit
Tired of this f*cking shit
Yeah
Feeling shitty in my bed
Didn't take my f*cking meds
Sad Lo-Fi up in my ears
Everything just disappears
Don't wanna be someone else.
Just don't wanna hate myself
Just don't wanna hate myself
But I don't deserve to feel good.
I'm on a sugar crash
I ain't got no f*cking cash
Maybe I should take a bath
Cut my f*cking brain in half
I'm not lonely
Just a bit
Tired of this f*cking shit
Nothing that I write can make me
Feel good
I'm on a sugar crash
I ain't got no f*cking cash
Maybe I should take a bath
Cut my f*cking brain in half
I'm not lonely
Just a bit
Tired of this f*cking shit
Yeah