Medusashairdresser - So Many Years Lyrics

So many years
I left the world to find another way of dying
I didn't go far
No love I didn't go far
Met so many in a broken dream
Like a tune like a parlor song
I left them all with an ease
A vague piece of me
Like I knew I'd always be alone

So many years
The days were long
And I wrote like I knew what I was after
I couldn't go far
Oh I didn't go far

Now I falter from where I used to master
And I felt so cold that I prayed
Afraid that someone would answer
I turned away I hid my eyes I left no trace
Just an idle disguise
All so cold as ice

Please forgive me for being such a dreamer
As I took your hand
Please forgive me for being such a dreamer
Empty spacious time
I was only dreaming
In your beautiful arms
Well I was dreaming
When I kissed your lips
So many years