Mean Dream - Breathe Lyrics

I told you why they came to me again
And burned all my tears, the deepest darkest fears
Yeah they talked to me, I'm dying
They said to me you're lying

But I'm f*cked in my head, so I try to stay open
To what is real, but what is real?
I can't f*cking breathe, you're nowhere to see
So lay gold in my heart if you had it from the start

Cause if you knew how it feels to be tortured to sleep
Not knowing where this love is to keep
You'll slowly be falling
In your blood, they're crawling

But I'm f*cked in my head, so I try to stay open
To what is real, but what is real?
I can't f*cking breathe, you're nowhere to see
So lay gold in my heart if you had it from the start

But I'm f*cked in my head, so I try to stay open
To what is real, but what is real?
I can't f*cking breathe, you're nowhere to see
So lay gold in my heart if you had it from the start

The thrill is gone, I'm so alone
I'm still lost in her eyes, please just burry my mind
Cause she won't understand
And I don't understand
Why I can't kill her yet
I'm so f*cked in my head