Mdntghost - Wondering Lyrics

And I've been looking for the deepest hole I could find
Wonder if it's in your heart or if it's in mine
Didn't used to drink but now I drink all the time
Always keep my phone close incase you hit my line

I just need a light, in the dark couldn't find
A reason to be okay baby I'm not fine
And I've been looking for the deepest hole I could find
Found it in your eyes, baby right in your eyes

And you've been acting fine, baby way too fine
And you've been looking fine, baby way too fine
Could never find the words to define you
Crazy how you always manage to f*ck up my life
Spacious in my heart, it's crying
I deserve a better life
You were right I can't stop lying
I know that you wanted us together
No point in hiding
I got an outta body feeling and I feel like dying
I need to find a way out
The clock tick tocks and it never hits zero
Cause I've been lost and I've been begging for a hero
I need a couple of chains just to see if I can change up my demons
Baby girl you scheming on me
Why the f*ck can't you pick up that phone and call me
Funny how a storm's the only the thing that calms me
What the f*ck was on your mind when you came and saw me, saw me

And I've been looking for the deepest hole I could find
Wonder if it's in your heart or if it's in mine
Didn't used to drink but now I drink all the time
Always keep my phone close incase you hit my line

I just need a light, in the dark couldn't find
A reason to be okay baby I'm not fine
And I've been looking for the deepest hole I could find
Found it in your eyes, baby right in your eyes