Mcdreary - In Your Company Lyrics

Misery has been coming round a lot
Gave her a key, we've been hitting it off
Will you comfort me? Cause I've been feeling so lost
You're so good to me, but all that's loved will rot

And the memories of all you've done to me
Won't stop haunting me, and it's honestly
So troubling my anxiety's been doubling
Shit's been bugging me, yeah I've been struggling

I've been struggling
I hold my pain inside of me until it starts bubbling
Why is love so puzzling
I think you've given up on me
But still I'm in your company anytime you summon me

Don't know what is wrong with me
Been losing my mind and I think that you are on to me
I'm just going through it cause I thought you wanted me
I just thought you loved me cause I thought you promised me

And I'm sorry that you feel I'm always pushing you away
It always seems you're mad at me, I never know what to say
I keep on stuttering and you're wandering to other things
And I've been wondering if you'll ever end my suffering

I know I can be smothering but now I am uncovering
But you just got a hungering and now I'm rediscovering
Why I found this comforting although my heart is plummeting
And slowly Im recovering but lately I've been struggling

Yeah I've been struggling
I hold my pain inside of me until it starts bubbling
Why is love so puzzling
I think you've given up on me
But still I'm in your company anytime you summon me

Don't know what is wrong with me
Been losing my mind and I think that you are on to me
I'm just going through it cause I thought you wanted me
I just thought you loved me cause I thought you promised me

But I've been struggling
I hold my pain inside of me until it starts bubbling
Why is love so puzzling
I think you've given up on me
But still I'm in your company anytime you summon me