Mcdreary - I Just Wanna Be Cute Lyrics

I don't got a problem with tryna stay true to you
I'm just getting sadder as I sit here and I wait for you
Is this what I gotta do just to get through to you
Is this what you wanted boo
I just wanna follow you

I just try to swallow all the words as they fill my throat
Tryna get through the pain then I see you and I start to choke
Did you mean a single thing or was our love just a joke
When you said I'm your best friend was it cause you thought I'd go

I've been getting better lately, it's been such a long road
I just miss our time together, lately I've been feeling low
I don't wanna meddle in your heart but it's all I know
So if I make things harder then just tell me and I'll let you go

I just wanna be cute
So I don't stand out so much anytime I'm next to you
Yeah I just wanna be cute
Get the guap that he's got just so I can spend it on you

I just wish you'd talk to me, I can't figure this shit out
I don't know what's wrong with me, I always love the wrong amount
You felt so right on top of me, then we both woke up filled with doubt
Please just won't you talk to me, can we make this right somehow

When you play my songs around him does he know what they're about
Can you feel my energy anytime I belt them out
Does he have our synergy, I feel your magic weave throughout
My soul again, alone again, I just gotta stay devout

I really think you saved me I just wish that I could pay you back
The road you paved was made of gold but now it starts to fade to black
I miss you more everyday, I watch as you slip through the cracks
I just hope he loves you half as much, man this shit's so whack

I just hope you come round soon, remember when we made that pact
Your blood is still within my heart, the scar on my arm's the contract
What's the point of love when lately it feels so abstract
What's the point of love when it never seems to stay intact

What's the point of all of this when you just leave me in the dark
I never know a god damn thing, you just let me fall apart
But I can't hold a grudge and I still let you hold my heart
I just wish we talked about it right from the very start

I just wanna be cute
So I don't stand out so much anytime I'm next to you
Yeah I just wanna be cute
Get the guap that he's got just so I can spend it on you

I just wanna be cute
So I don't stand out so much anytime I'm next to you
Yeah I just wanna be cute
I just wanna be with you