Was going through changes
They've been coming for a while
Hiding from dangers
That I heard of in the bright nights
And I
Hold up my hands
This will be
My final stand
Before I
I just been goin through changes
I just been going through phases
I just been living my life to the fullest
And I know that it could get dangerous
I don't like what I been doin'
I don't like that I been using
I feel like I'm growing distant from everyone
I don't like how I been movin'
I really think I need help, yea
I need to work on myself, yea
I just been living too much in the moment
Now its a matter of health, yea
Write cuz I feel I got nothin without
Writing a page and I'm ripping it out
Fear is constantly overdeveloping
I never figured it out
Was going through changes
They've been coming for a while
Hiding from dangers
That I heard of in the bright nights
And I,
Hold up my hands
This will be,
My final stand
Before I
I just been going through changes
I just been going through phases
One day I'm living it up with the homies
The next I be filled up with hatred
Sometimes I feel like I'm gifted
Still I been fighting addiction
Keeping it in cuz I don't like to talk
My mama can see I'm conflicted
Half of my life wasn't livin' for me
I couldn't tell you the meaning of free
I thought I had my life all figured out
But I never knew what it means, yea
Lately I feel like I'm racin' the clock
This how I feel when I'm the chasin' the top
Wonder if I'm gonna make it but then when I do will it make it all stop? yea
I'm too invested to think I could change
Nobody sees that I'm going through pain
Even my homies been hitting me up
See that I'm different and think that it's strange
I don't know what I should say to them
I don't know how to let it out
Lately I just been stressing out
And I'm suicidal I need a route
I don't think that I could do it though
I could never write another note
What the f*ck would my brother think if he saw my face with a bullethole?
That's the thought that keeps me going
I'm suffocating I never show it
I could be the world's greatest poet
If I end it now I'll never know it
Was going through changes
They've been coming for a while
Hiding from dangers
That I heard of in the bright nights
And I
Hold up my hands
This will be
My final stand