M.C.C - Windowed Lyrics

Drums are pounding in sight
Cornered by lasting thoughts
Windowed are my intentions
Wasted by staying in here
I see millions of lights
Refracting my mirror room
Maybe I could just shut the door
Or maybe I could just leave
Windowed
Panic
Cornered
Dealing with the pain
Windowed
Panic
Cornered
Dealing with the pain
How long have I been here
Reverting to my comfort zone
Something has to be changed in me
But let's just wait this one out
Drums are pounding in my own heart
The leeches are sucking upon my brain
Lights are pointed at me
Something good must be coming from this
From this
Windowed
Panic
Cornered
Dealing with the pain
Windowed
Panic
Cornered
Dealing with the pain
Then why aren't you letting go
I guess I'm not at that point right now
No no no no no no no no no
Listen again
There is no such thing as not being at that point
That really doesn't have any meaning at all
If you are not letting go of something that
You say you wish to let go of
It's because you are choosing to not let go
Because you believe it serves you
It's not about
I'm not at that point yet
It's about the fact that you are
Deliberately
Deliberately
Choosing to hold on to it
As I finally opened the door
Nothing bad had happened
And it was very peaceful
I knew I had to eventually open that door
But it was then that I realized
I wasn't those thoughts holding me back
And the reason why will always be, yes
Always be
You have defined that holding on to it
Is beneficial
How does it benefit you
To hold on to this thing
You say you don't prefer
What
What could happen if you just
Let go
What will happen
What's the worst that could happen
Come on, give it a voice
Be bold