Been through so much shit that i cannot feel my face
I wish i had a uzi i could pull out from my waist
Things have been going bad when i say they going great
I lost two parts of myself due to choices that i make
I f*cked up in da past i trusted way to many fakes
And i tested my own limits with all of these heartbreaks
But i don't really regret it i don't think it's a mistake
I'm learning as i go i'm the only one to blame
Shawty yes i love it and i love it when you next to me
I be at these parties i don't get high off that exctasy
A rush through my blood every time you was texting me
But that person was dead so let's all say RIP
RIP to my heart
RIP from the start
There's nun left of me
Just all these part
So RIP
I'm in da dark
Yes im learning yes i'm learning from my past
They told me that they love me but they vanished in a flash
I wanna make this mula and just hope it f*cking last
My time is f*cking wasting as i'm sitting hear in class
No i'm not a hero all these people screaming save me
But i've been zoned out in my own shit lately
Honestly i think i'm da one who needs saving
Now she call me robert when she use to call me baby
I lost a lot things through the year i ain't gon lie
Some hurt more than other yea i felt as if i died
I'm always being open i ain't got no shit to hide
I use to have my window close till i opened the blinds
There was go much negativity i put it to the side
I had to change my ways and i had to change my life
I did it for myself f*ck u and all the advice
I don't got time for fakes who pretending to be nice
I was trapped to bad vibes now i'm set free
I'm gonna be the man that i wanted to be
Yes i miss the things i lost cause i lost apart of me
But now that part is gon so let's all say rip
RIP to my heart
RIP from the start
Nothing left of me just all these parts
So rip i'm in the dark