Mayvision - Fighting With Myself Lyrics

I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go
I have been fighting with myself
I don't know where to roll
I have been fighting with myself
I don't know where the heaven is at
I am living in my hell
I don't know where to travel
I don't know
I don't know where to go
I have been fighting with myself
I don't know where to roll
I have been fighting with myself
I don't know where to travel
I have been fighting with myself
I don't know where the heaven is at
I am living in my hell
I am living in my dead mind
Looking for a passed time
Back when I was still a little kid without a sad eye
Back when I was dreaming
When I was believing
In a brighter future without anybody bleeding
But now I see the dark side
Now I see the stars die
But I am gonna turn this shit around I have got a smart mind
Every year I am aging
I see it as upgrading
Level twenty one at twenty eight I am meeting satan
I am succeeding and beating season by season I am growing
I see progression and lessons in every wave I be rowing
I know my brother is gonna find a way to escape from this moment
I know my friend is gonna be eating again and stand on his own
I know my mother is gonna keep her spirit
My father is gonna keep appearing
To help the minorities and the people who struggle steering
My granny is ninety four
You think she don't smile anymore?
I tell you she is glowing she is enjoying life more
Than the guy I see in the mirror
The one with sadness inside
It could not be any clearer
He is looking mad thru his eyes
He may feel decent for seconds
But he is screaming in mind
He only finds inner peace
Whenever he is eyeing the sky
I have got a dream and a passion that keep me busy forever
And when I truly invest in something I am shifting the weather
So I better keep moving to keep my mind on distraction
Cause if I sit for a second a voice in me says
I don't know where to go
I have been fighting with myself
I don't know where to roll
I have been fighting with myself
I don't know where the heaven is at
I am living in my hell
I don't know where to travel
I don't know
I don't know where to go
I have been fighting with myself
I don't know where to roll
I have been fighting with myself
I don't know where to travel
I have been fighting with myself
I don't know where the heaven is at
I am living in my hell
I don't see nothing but memories
Negative energy
I don't see nothing but memories
And I don't wanna, pretend to be
I see nothing but memories
Negative energy
I don't see nothing but memories
And I don't know
I don't know where to go
I have been fighting with myself
I don't know where to roll
I have been fighting with myself
I don't know where the heaven is at
I am living in my hell
I don't know where to travel
I don't know
I don't know where to go
I have been fighting with myself
I don't know where to roll
I have been fighting with myself
I don't know where to travel
I have been fighting with myself
I don't know where the heaven is at
I am living in my hell
I am living in my dead mind
Looking for a passed time
Back when I was still a little kid without a sad eye
Back when I was dreaming
When I was believing
In a brighter future without anybody bleeding
But now I see the dark side
Now I see the stars die
But I am gonna turn this shit around I have got a smart mind
Every year I am aging
I see it as upgrading
Level twenty one at twenty eight I am meeting satan
I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go
I don't know where to go