White knights crush queenships when they fall off their stress
And no amount of heroic deeds will ever succeed
In satisfying that relationship's needs
Cause it takes a strange kind of courage
To emasculated yourself nightly
In a room full of strangers who just
Smile and clap politely
Well they'll kiss your ass with one side of their mouth
And spit shit out the other
But I guess it's on me for seeking pleasure
When what I really needed was
A surrogate mother
Forgiveness is a hard fix to satisfy
So I guess I'll seek and destroy
Any amount of residual joy
From when you convinced me to be
A professional f*ckboi
Cause it takes a strange kind of courage
To emasculated yourself nightly
In a room full of strangers who just
Smile and clap politely
Well they'll kiss your ass with one side of their mouth
And spit shit out the other
But I guess it's on me for seeking pleasure
When what I really needed was
To be a better father