Insomnia Video (MV)

Reminiscent of threadbare memories
Bearing the thoughts, seemingly innocuous, carrying destiny
Dreadful occurrences engrave as if they set for me
Frenetically, looking for answers, crawling heavy like a centipede
A remedy, for my mood is malcontent
Trying to find meaning in bleak messages they sent
Walking home, feeling small and cold; inside a tent
Repugnant visions in the mirror, facing reject
Inspect, looking for a diviner in my ponders
Nothing found, trying to veer and check more corners
I tried to listen and be a learner
Trying to vie, but soon I realized I could not go further
And soon reeled in a newer more calming disposition
Do the best to my abilities, a truly granding proposition
And so I went to work and grind my inner vision
Turning gears in my mind
Gathering cogitational impact - it all enlined
Aligned compliance in the things I need to find
Airflow cold, cool head and a couple things to keep in mind
Speaking things into existence, I never lied
Said I'd be big - Said I'd be bright
And since then I'm on the journey to end the darkness and turn on lights
(You'll be alright)


Let's take it back, avow the myriad of lines
Encrypt the inaudible, go ahead and let it shine
Instill meaning with no detriment in mind
A nonentity I was, now you've been venerating mine
Volatile, switching opinions like changing socks
Turncoat hoes changing fast, you forming flocks
I still encroach in my pengame, look at the clock
A thousand ideas afloat, might be a shock
Doc, help me find peace these nights I try to sleep
Cuz I can't manage to close my eyes, I always peep
I can count the amount of hating letters I receive
But I almost never manage to count my Z's
I'm on my working schedule, it's an epiphany
2am seems like a timeframe that's fit for me
A cold cup of coffee to maintain my energy
A pen and pad to get the best of me (whatever's meant to be)
Time for the daily mind cleanse
Often reimburse bars that I don't like yet
And so I go ahead and work my pen to go rewrite them
Polishing my music while I hear it, a state of mind
Nocturnal viscerality is what leads me up to climb
And so I try to achieve what I've been living by
A saved soul, engraved flows, trying to save a couple lives
Maybe the ones that just be passing by
(Blessing the passerby's)