Martyr Video (MV)

I tell you I want to kill myself
To see if you'll try to stop me
I cry wolf because I want to end my life
But I just don't know if I can do it
I let the social networks steal all my time
That's okay, it only goes to self disgust
I'm so lonely, so please come back
Even though I'll never trust you

Mutation of my body is the only way to get away from you

I want you to need me, I need you to hate me
I need you to help me prove a point to myself
Tell me I'm selfish, and tell me I'm weak
Tell me I'd give up if I really had it in me
Give me some reasons to hate myself
I need to know why I repeat all my mistakes
Tell me I'm selfish, and tell me I'm weak
Tell me I'd give up if I really had it in me

It's a tough world when you say you love me
But how many have you said that to before
I want to be special, I want to be the only one
I'll throw a tantrum, to say you're only here for fun
How can you love a psycho like me
I'm so f*cked up, but I don't want it to change
I got comfy, wallowing in pity
I just want to sit alone at home and cry