Skittles and Bourbon Video (MV)

I hate my life and nobody likes me
My self-worth is based off my popularity
I appear to be lacking in both departments
My mum kicked me out of her one-bedroom apartment
I feel so alone, I am sack-whack prone
I spend 80% of my time in a designated safe zone
My life has no purpose, my self-esteem's a circus
My dad's third girlfriend sold me white powder that turned out to be sherbet

I just want somebody who can love me
If there is nobody won't you just kill me

My mental state does nothing but worsen
My diet consists of skittles and bourbon
Both of my parents forgot my birthday
My boss cut my salary since I've come out as gay
My closest friend still doesn't know my last name (it's Steinke, isn't it?)
I pray for the end of this eternal shame
I dream of either death or my ex-lady
Who dumped me to marry a bald stoned tradie

I just need somebody who can love me
If there is nobody won't you just kill me
End it all, I feel so small, I feel so small
I feel so small, I feel so small, ooh

If only you put in as much effort into school as you did into your shitty music
Maybe your parents would actually be proud of you

Sorry, sorry what you did get on your last music performance?
Was that a - was that a 19/20? Aw, that's really cute!

I've known you since I was five years old, and those were the best five years of my life

You're a shit singer

I just need somebody who can like me
There is nobody please, please just end me
Thank you