Max Charles - At the Start Lyrics

I found love in a place where I can't see
I'm blinded by your face, I can barely breathe
I see my scars and I wonder where we are

You're my life, but you, you are so sad
It reflects on me, and I reflect on what we had
Our home is Mars, yet I wonder where we are

You are not my responsibility
But you find your ways to control me

It's on me, I am too weak
I let you push me, let you freak out
But you'd be delightful to me
Had my heart not chose it's path at the start
We may not be apart
We may not be apart
We may not be apart

We would fight, and no matter how much I was right
You'd go on, on and on, we might have stayed up all night
You'd go too far, and I'd wonder where we are
But looking back that's when it's bad
You're worse when I backtrack

Constantly you'd attack
I could not make a comeback
I'd hit you with reasoning
You'd hit me with intent to crack me open
Still hoping that I would come back to mama's arms
And it'd be so hard
Cause if I didn't you'd be taken aback
Shaking me from front to back - insomniac
Now looking back you got me asking who you are

You were not my responsibility
But you found your ways to control me

It's on me, I am too weak
I let you push me, let you freak out
But you'd be delightful to me
Had my heart not chose it's path at the start
It's on me, I am too weak
I let you push me, let you freak out
But you'd be delightful to me
Had my heart not chose it's path at the start

We may not be apart
We may not be apart
We may not be apart