I haven't outgrown me yet
I've got a big pretty hollywood dream I can't let rest
I'm still tracking down a job well done from a high school ex
So I should confess
Ya I should confess
I haven't outgrown me yet
I'm making all the same mistakes
I've got a loaded text and a high horse calling my name
I've got a small town voice in my gut that i cant explain
So I'm taking a day
Ya I'm taking a day
Cuz I'm making all the same mistakes
No I can't say when and I can't say who
But somebody's gonna catch the wrong end of the blues
If I don't speak now then I know it ain't coming out right
And if I don't sit down, I might be running all night
Cos I'm just a furious son of a bitch
It's been twenty nine years I still can't scratch the itch
There's a little red button on my tongue that I can't resist
And treacherous lips
And a venomous kiss
I'm a furious son of a bitch
No I can't smoke weed cos I might drive high
And I cant drink one cos I might drink nine
I got a long list of friday nights I'd rather forget
I got a short fuse and a f*ck you that I left unsaid
So I might as well tell you now
There's a bad resentment eating me inside out
It's not the things you say
It's the things that you're leaving out
Ya it's getting me down
It's getting me down
So I might as well tell you now
I can't say no and I can't stand still
I'm a heart first junkie I'm a one night thrill
I'm a second rate son I'm an off brand version of dad
I'm a second date dud and a chance that you can't have back
Ya I haven't outgrown me yet
I've still got a pretty hollywood dream that's late on rent
I'm still tracking down a front page story from the hometown press
So I should confess
I'm still a hot mess
And I haven't outgrown me yet