I'm living in my thoughts right now
I thought I would survive
But I visualize what I despise and ask
What if it's not a lie?
And I dont know if what I see is fake
'Cause it always feels so real
My mind takes away my happiness
For something else to steal
I know your time's not up
But my mind's so f*cked
What do I believe?
Now I freak myself out
I tell myself that I'll get through
But I don't know if it's for sure
And all I'm seeing is a blur
Now I freak myself out
And I don't wanna feel this way
So why don't you just stay
And help me become myself today?
I tried my best to fix myself
But I just can't figure it out
I'm living in my own hell right now
And I don't know what it's about
I'm in desperate need of guidance
'Cause I don't know how to feel relief
I know your time's not up
But my mind's so f*cked
What do I believe?
Now I freak myself out
I tell myself that I'll get through
But I don't know if it's for sure
And all I'm seeing is a blur
Now I freak myself out
And I don't wanna feel this way
So why don't you just stay
And help me become myself today?
Now I freak myself out
I tell myself that I'll get through
But I don't know if it's for sure
And all I'm seeing is a blur
Now I freak myself out
And I don't wanna feel this way
So why don't you just stay
And help me become myself today?