Matthew Fletcher - Alone With My Thoughts (Pt.3) Lyrics

Alone with these toughts on top of my dome
I make these songs when I'm feeling all alone
And that's about all the time
Got a stock pile of verses inside of my phone

Trapped inside my own pergatory
Clouds seem to be clearing but my visions blurry
Because even tho better days are around the corner
I always feel the need to hurt me
Yeah

I want to feel this pain that's locked up inside me
Got this need that I can't describe to you

Why do I feel this way, way
Why do I need this pain, pain
Why do I feel this way, way
Why do I need this pain, pain
Why do I feel this way, way
Why do I need this... pain

Alone with my thoughts on top of my dome
Need something to occupy my mind and keep me from flipping over stones
I don't want to find the good inside of today
Rather cry inside, flip through pages of yesterday
Live in the past is how I can grow
Back to the future in order to expose
Expose all my demons with nothing to show
Hide and seek with my alter ego

Oh

But where did I go?
(Hello)
Where did I go

Where did I go wrong, let me think about it
Everytime I thought about it the answer was you
Everytime I looked inside the mirror I wanted to lose, lose myself inside your shoes

Lost my self in the idea of you
Thought you could help me grow, but you were the one to give me a noose
You gave me that noose and I tied tight around my neck
Because you always said it looked good like that

Did it
Did it please you to see me swinging
Did it
Did it

Struggling to save myself inside my own mind
Maybe another day I'll find a peace of mind
But today I'll stay conquered in time