MATTE BLVCK - Spring Lyrics

I didn't know it was an obsession
My goal was to not to finesse you
Can't help but dread every second
I'm left in my mind
I got this generational curse
And now I know how it works
It can't be fixed in a church
Can't leave it behind but
What can I do?
He wanna rap and make soul beats
Just like you
He wanna sell cocaine man
Just like you
He wanna up and leave the state man
Just like you
And I can't help but feel that I'm the one to blame
Feel insane
She told me to change my name
It's a stain that will always follow you
You fell ashamed
It's the same man
F*ck all of this pain
I'll embrace it
Does no good to sit and dwell
You Can't erase it
You told me to go to hell
You wanna race bitch?
I know only time will tell
Don't try and change it
Man f*ck it
Might as well just f*cking stay in
No body's waiting, I'm saying

I know you've had enough of me
I know you've had enough of me
I know you've had enough of me
Thanks for not giving up on me
Thanks for not giving up on me
But what did you want from me?

F*ck it up baby, f*ck it up
Didn't know we've been watching you from above
Every move that you make and mistakes
We knew exactly what it takes
Every time that you hit the brakes they were showing no love
We saw you all those other times
We saw you when you wrote those rhymes
Saw you when you mother crying
Saw you from inside your mind
We saw you
We saw you
We saw
We saw you my nigga
I hope this occupation, it don't take me out
My nigga
Every day I was screaming out f*ck the clout my nigga
They never understood until they heard me out
My nigga
Remember when we used to rap about the drought
My nigga
I still remember when this shit
It made me proud
My nigga
Yeah
I want you to take me there
I still do not think they care
They're watching me every where
Jokes on you I'm used to stares
Would you believe me if I told you that I loved you girl
Would you believe me if I told you that you were my world
Would you believe me if I told you that I loved you?
Would you believe If I told you that I loved you girl
Would you believe me if I told you that I loved you?
Would you believe me?
Would you believe me if I told you that I loved you girl
Would you believe me if I told you that you were my world
Would you believe me if I told you that I loved you?
Would you believe If I told you that I loved you girl?

I know you've had enough of me
I know you've had enough of me
I know you've had enough of me
Thanks for not giving up on me
Thanks for not giving up on me
But what did you want from me?