I should be over the moon tongue-tied
In a state of bliss
How I found someone
Who hits every box on a checklist
But there's nights slept next to him
Imagining
His touch was yours
Just when I think that I'm okay
I've turned a page, and closed a door
In the blink of an eye
Every feeling pressed down rushes back
Cnd I hope that it's you
Who holds me down
I just won't say it out loud
I still see you and me in the end
Cfter all the round and round
I still see you and me in the end
I just won't say it out loud
Embarrassed when you hit me up
I still take your call
Though he's got my hand
You still hold the keys to my downfall
Built love on a fault line
I'm kept in suspense
Will you shake the ground like a magnitude ten
Cs I run for comfort and find my defense
Or do I pretend...
That you don't pierce like arrows
To my head with echos
Of days I still can't quit
Or do I just show up
Ct your door on impulse
Cnd admit