Do you know what it's like, seeing the world fade around you
It cuts you deeper than a knife, the silence and somnessence brand new
I don't even know if I'll hold on here ever again
I'm trying to walk forward but it feels like a hand is pulling me back
I won't hold back any longer
The scars of my past are ripping through the stitches I have woven
Every teardrop is a cascade of rain
Every memory brings back a twinge of pain
Did I make a mistake coming 953 miles away?
Is it a problem that I miss home every day
Do you understand how often I lay awake
Just waiting to go home to you
Just waiting for something new
Why am I here? What have I done?
I know this is supposed to be my home but it feels like something's deathly wrong
Is all that I need, a reality check
I just need to move on, and look for what comes next
What comes next, precipice, apex, press
Some general aversion throws back another curtain
Throw in another diversion, up from nothing, resurgence
Flames are gone while a juggernaut emerges
I wasn't trying to have my music surround me
I'm just a kid from Westchester County
MW woulda been the name of the game
Didn't take me long to write my first refrain
I guess it all flashes back to ninth grade
A chubby young kid drank the Kool-Aid
Wanted to get noticed so he did stupid shit
Never woulda thought about the effects of it
I should've treated it all like one big joke
But it fueled me like fire, the music's smoke
I've charted online, feelin proud
To all the people: who's the joke now?
Why am I here? What have I done?
I know this is supposed to be my home but it feels like something's deathly wrong
Is all that I need, a reality check
I just need to move on, and look for what comes next
Flip a switch in your head
MW is gone, MW is dead
I just can't love myself anymore
Flip a switch in your head
MW is gone, MW is dead
I just can't love myself anymore
Matt Blaustein - Reality Check Lyrics
Matt Blaustein - Reality Check Lyrics
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Do you know what it's like, seeing the world fade around you
It cuts you deeper than a knife, the silence and somnessence brand new
I don't even know if I'll hold on here ever again
I'm trying to walk forward but it feels like a hand is pulling me back
I won't hold back any longer
The scars of my past are ripping through the stitches I have woven
Every teardrop is a cascade of rain
Every memory brings back a twinge of pain
Did I make a mistake coming 953 miles away?
Is it a problem that I miss home every day
Do you understand how often I lay awake
Just waiting to go home to you
Just waiting for something new
Why am I here? What have I done?
I know this is supposed to be my home but it feels like something's deathly wrong
Is all that I need, a reality check
I just need to move on, and look for what comes next
What comes next, precipice, apex, press
Some general aversion throws back another curtain
Throw in another diversion, up from nothing, resurgence
Flames are gone while a juggernaut emerges
I wasn't trying to have my music surround me
I'm just a kid from Westchester County
MW woulda been the name of the game
Didn't take me long to write my first refrain
I guess it all flashes back to ninth grade
A chubby young kid drank the Kool-Aid
Wanted to get noticed so he did stupid shit
Never woulda thought about the effects of it
I should've treated it all like one big joke
But it fueled me like fire, the music's smoke
I've charted online, feelin proud
To all the people: who's the joke now?
Why am I here? What have I done?
I know this is supposed to be my home but it feels like something's deathly wrong
Is all that I need, a reality check
I just need to move on, and look for what comes next
Flip a switch in your head
MW is gone, MW is dead
I just can't love myself anymore
Flip a switch in your head
MW is gone, MW is dead
I just can't love myself anymore
It cuts you deeper than a knife, the silence and somnessence brand new
I don't even know if I'll hold on here ever again
I'm trying to walk forward but it feels like a hand is pulling me back
I won't hold back any longer
The scars of my past are ripping through the stitches I have woven
Every teardrop is a cascade of rain
Every memory brings back a twinge of pain
Did I make a mistake coming 953 miles away?
Is it a problem that I miss home every day
Do you understand how often I lay awake
Just waiting to go home to you
Just waiting for something new
Why am I here? What have I done?
I know this is supposed to be my home but it feels like something's deathly wrong
Is all that I need, a reality check
I just need to move on, and look for what comes next
What comes next, precipice, apex, press
Some general aversion throws back another curtain
Throw in another diversion, up from nothing, resurgence
Flames are gone while a juggernaut emerges
I wasn't trying to have my music surround me
I'm just a kid from Westchester County
MW woulda been the name of the game
Didn't take me long to write my first refrain
I guess it all flashes back to ninth grade
A chubby young kid drank the Kool-Aid
Wanted to get noticed so he did stupid shit
Never woulda thought about the effects of it
I should've treated it all like one big joke
But it fueled me like fire, the music's smoke
I've charted online, feelin proud
To all the people: who's the joke now?
Why am I here? What have I done?
I know this is supposed to be my home but it feels like something's deathly wrong
Is all that I need, a reality check
I just need to move on, and look for what comes next
Flip a switch in your head
MW is gone, MW is dead
I just can't love myself anymore
Flip a switch in your head
MW is gone, MW is dead
I just can't love myself anymore
Writer: Matthew Blaustein
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Copyright: Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid