MATT BLACK - Not Today Lyrics

I finally fell asleep today
I'm never coming round
Don't bother sending flowers
Cause they'll just bring me down
I had a pair of ladies
But I couldn't bring them home
I had my share of chances
But I guess they've all been blown
All been blown
Well my mama, she done told me
When I was just a kid
Warned me about a hundred things
That I later went and did
And I've been beaten down
Pushed around
Fell down through the cracks
And got away
Got away
I've been broken down
Face in the ground
Gotten back up again
But not today
Not today
Not today
Not today
Whoa
Finally spoke to God today
I'm never coming home
Don't you shed a tear for me
As I'm finally not alone
Not alone
You won't find me in a rainbow
I won't be your shooting star
Sunlight is such a burden
I will stay hidden in the dark
I'll be in the dark
Well my mama, she done told me
When I was just a kid
Warned me about a hundred things
That I later went and did
Well I've been beaten down
Pushed around
Fell down through the cracks
And got away
Got away
I've been broken down
Face in the ground
Gotten back up again
But not today
Not today
Not today
Not today
Whoa
I finally destroyed my heart today
I'm surprised that it took this long
Pain and its pretty colors
They help to keep me strong
So move along and fill the holes
Don't wonder what might have been
There's no room in here for pity
The air's already getting thin
It's getting thin
Mama, she done told me
When I was just a kid
Warned me about a million things
That I later went and did
Well I've been beaten down
Pushed around
Fell down through the cracks
And got away
Got away
I've been broken down
Face in the ground
Gotten back up again
But not today
Not today
Not today
Not today
Not today
Not today
Not today
Whoa
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha