Sometimes, I crave, feelings in my head
Sometimes, I see, my life behind a shred
I am my only enemy
Hate everthing about me
I've been torn and raped
Loved and Hated, right by your side
I am what you don't care to see
I'll be what you want me to be
Inside this twisted mind
There's nothig left of me inside
I cursed my anger and hate
Why can't I make my own fate?
Sometimes, I make excuses for your mistakes
Sometimes, I wish to burn in hell's lake
I can't get up and be strong
And I can't wait here no more