I Won't Live Video (MV)

In this dream, I can't find the meaning
Why life have been so deceiving
In my faith I can't rely
And deep inside I have no pride
All I do is slowly consumed by hate
All my life I can't recall
Of just one place I could call home
Where I could be so calm
I accept the burden
If you can find the reasons
Of all this anger I bring inside

I won't live, I'll survive
With a new glimpse of light
I need to find, I need to find my time
With a newer view of life

I've been afraid and confused
With all this circus in my mind
Maybe I'm just dead inside
But I won't regret the truth