Moments that I take out of my memory
Never seem to add up to what I wanted us to be
Now a year has passed and I'm without peace of mind
I've drug myself down deep so I don't have
To feel the time
That moves so f*cking fast
Should've known that this wouldn't last
Forever like it felt when you were five
And now I've wasted so much time
Cause I know you deserve better than that I pushed you away
I was clouded by my judgment and God I wish you would've stayed
But I'm in that same state of mind so I don't try to right my wrongs
I just sit here waiting for the day that you'll come back home
Been spending too much time without anybody else
Been caught up in my head and feeling sorry for myself
I know you're off living well and it's better than it was when you were here
Can't make it any more clear
But it takes so f*cking long to see
What is right here in front of me
Didn't mean words that I said and I am sorry for everything
Cause I know you deserve better than that I pushed you away
I was clouded by my judgment and God I wish you would've stayed
But I'm in that same state of mind so I don't try to right my wrongs
I just sit here waiting for the day that you'll come back home
Promise me that it's all gonna be alright I won't let you down this time
I'm slowly getting pieces back into your life
You're older now but it's fine
Cause I know you deserve better than that I pushed you away
I was clouded by my judgment and God I wish you would've stayed
But I'm in that same state of mind so I don't try to right my wrongs
I just sit here waiting for the day that you'll come back home