Masta Chooma - Change (feat. Sasha Z) Lyrics

I'm a lighthouse all alone
On this beach of a home
Till the beach left me and I jumped in the sea
To where the light don't reach
A lonely walk down this sourpatch of life
I was stabbed from behind with a candy cane knife
By my candy cane wife
Something so sweet but it smokes harsh like menthol
I would smoke my brain if I wasn't already
I would pop two more xans if I could just remember
Where did I leave my car keys?
I breath carbon dioxide until I sleep
I didn't build my heart back up just so that it could break
Everytime you tear me down but I can't find the escape
I'm not made of Lego's
Let go of my heart it's fake anyway
I'll just keep hitting the gas like I cut the brakes
I need to Change

(Don't bother me)
I need to change
(F*ck you)
(I can't cope)
I need to change
(Don't bother me, I can't cope)
I need to change
I need to change
I need to, I need to change

Look, I need to change my ways
See I've been livin to quick I need to change my pace
Maybe I just need to leave this place
Don't bother me I can't cope with the pain
If you were really family You would've never left
Instead of taking your life, You'd be taking a breath
Honestly I wish you were here
Still Breathing
Now the only time I see you
Is when I'm dreaming
Now that you're gone I've never felt so alone
This darkness is my home I'm getting high just to cope
See I've turned to the worst and now I'm hooked on that
My odds are stacked, I'll fade to black
I never owned a gun
But I'm thinkin bout coppin one
Just so I could solve all of my problems
Don't bother me, I can't cope
You could check the autopsy but they'll never know
They'll blame the drugs cuz my lungs filled with smoke
I need to find a different way to cope
I need to Change

(Don't bother me)
I need to change
(F*ck you)
(I can't cope)
I need to change
(Don't bother me, I can't cope)
I need to change
I need to change
I need to, I need to change

Smoke my own product like a motherf*ckin fiend
That's all I want
Money and Power
And I don't want no problems

I need a change in my life
I need a new path
Time's almost up says the hourglass
Wanting to run away and startover
Cuz I don't know if I can keep this up much longer
Cuz the urge to end it all is getting stronger
Say you'll be there when I'm better
Say you'll be there through thick and thin
The change needs to happen soon
Or the battle with this gun might win
I need to Change

I need to change
(F*ck you)
I need to change
I need to change
(Don't bother me, I can't cope)
(F*ck you)
I need to change
I need to change
I need to change
I need to, I need to change
(I can't cope)