Why do I drown in the rain while everybody else gets drenched?
Why do I laugh through the pain, does anybody else play pretend?
I'm looking straight in the eye of perfection, the weight of the world is wearing me down
Don't know who i am or what makes me special, I'm not special now
Can life pause, please?
Cause I'm older than I thought i'd be
I must've slept for weeks
Don't remember being this old in my dream
I blame it on bad luck
I blame it on bad timing
I'm good at being stuck
I'm good at denying
I blame it on bad luck
I blame it on bad timing
I'm good at being stuck
I'm good at denying
Why do I dig for a fire, while i'm so bad at making ground
Why do I work every night when i'll never afford a house
Me and my brain are bad at relaxing, the cards of this game are scattered around
Don't know who i am or what makes me special, I'm not special now
Can life pause, please?
Cause I'm older than I thought i'd be
I must've slept for weeks
Don't remember being this old in my dream
I blame it on bad luck
I blame on bad timing
I'm good at being stuck
I'm good at denying