Mars in Gemini - Count To 5 (feat. Myloh Remora & Oddy) Lyrics

I wish that I
Could take a deep breath
And count to five
Every now and then
I don't wanna start again

All my life
I had to take a deep breath
Just to feel alive
Every now and then
I don't wanna start again

Yeah,
Feeling pretty bad for myself
In a big black hole
I am the guy in Pixar's Soul
How my musical journey
Is rather concerning
I'm teaching but learning way more
Gimme the codes and the tactics
I couldn't crack it
Carry this weight but I feel like
I'm lacking
I'm packing my demons
And meaningful art
That I happened to give
All my happiness to
Lonely depiction of digging up soil
In search of some gold
I can treat as goal
Yeah nevermind it, couldn't find it
Aligned with earth timing
But inside I'm
Diamond reassigned with
Another bind that I'm trapped in
Say that I'm winning
I feel I'm capping
When rappin' like something incredibles coming
I'm running for nothing
I'm tired of trying (while writing this track I feel like crying)

I wish that I
Could take a deep breath
And count to five
Every now and then (Yeah)
I don't wanna start again (Yeah)

All my life
I had to take a deep breath
Just to feel alive
Every now and then (Yeah)
I don't wanna start again (Yeah)

Life's been kinda hectic
Conscience roaming reckless
Anxiety got me feeling breathless
It don't matter I must go on (I don't wanna start again)
The road to success is mighty long (I don't wanna start again)

Let me take a deep breath (breath)
Sometimes I feel I need rest
I think it's time for a reset (Yeah)
Something to decompress my mind (I don't wanna start again)
Closing my eyes and count to five (I don't wanna start again)
1, 2, 3, 4, 5 (Yeah)

I wish that I
Could take a deep breath (deep breath, deep breath)
And count to five
Every now and then (I don't wanna start again)
I don't wanna start again (I don't wanna start again)

All my life
I had to take a deep breath (deep breath, deep breath)
Just to feel alive
Every now and then (I don't wanna start again)
I don't wanna start again (I don't wanna start again)
1, 2, 3, 4, 5

I wish that I
Could take a deep breath
And count to five
Every now and then
I don't wanna start again

All my life
I had to take a deep breath
Just to feel alive
Every now and then
I don't wanna start again
1, 2, 3, 4, 5

Now and then
Now and then
Now and then
Now and then
Now and then (deep breath)
Now and then (deep breath)
Now and then
I don't wanna start again
I don't wanna start again (start again)
Now and then
Now and then
Now and then
1, 2, 3, 4, 5

Feeling pretty bad for myself
I am the guy in Pixar's Soul
Feeling pretty bad for myself
I am the guy in Pixar's Soul

Bad for myself
Bad for myself
Feeling pretty bad for myself
Bad for myself
Feeling pretty bad for myself
Bad for myself
Feeling pretty bad for myself
Bad for myself
Feeling pretty bad for myself
Bad for myself
Bad for myself

Bad for myself
Bad for myself
Bad for myself
Bad for myself
Bad for myself

All my life
I had to take a deep breath
Just to feel alive
Every now and then
Every now and then
1, 2, 3, 4, 5