Markus Jay - Say to You Lyrics

It all started as some small talk
Afraid to leap with me so we took a small walk
Who would've though i'd make yo wall fall
Far from a dog but you thought i was just all bark
Shiddd
Naw not me tho
My chance with you was slimmer than yo vision in a peephole
The more you tell me no, the more a nigga gotta keep on
You fell in love with the same one you used to sleep on
Ain't that kinda crazy
You went from one word answers to saying hey baby
Hey hunny, hey sweetie and hey päpi
I told you when i want something, can't shit stop me
And to be honest girl i wanted you
You were the sun up in my sky when i had clouded views
We used to joke up on the phone and you were so amused
But now we don't communicate and i'm just so confused
Fast foward through the chronicles
We went from 24/7 to periodical
And i was pulling out all of my hair follicles
Really sitting there going crazy in the hospital
Cause last year gave me tough luck
2 grannies, in 6 days... Yo i'm fucc'd up
But while i'm dealing with this rough stuff
You was distant cause you wasn't getting cuffed up
But i just felt like you was not around
At times i wish i heard yo voice but i ain't get a sound
And baby i ain't trynna shoot you down
I'm going thru the memories and this is what i found
I mean i know it, i be acting tough
I'm trynna heal and that's for real girl that is not a bluff
You make me feel like i'm just not enough
I had to tell you baby, just in case my time is up