Markus Jay - 4 Granny Lyrics

Can't even lie this like the hardest thing I had to write
I stay up late so I can find the words every night
Composing beats because I know for you this must be perfect
Delayed my album for this song but we both know you're worth it
The very person that was there for me right from the start
November 4th 2019 God you took my heart
You gave your all against that cancer and I'm proud of you
But I just wish that it was me who's looking down on you
I know your gone, I must gon on and just adapt to change
Without you granny, swear my life will never be the same
I face the sky and look for God and say for goodness sakes
But I can hear you tell me God don't never make mistakes
I told myself since this for you then I won't dare to curse
Been trynna tell myself I'm fine, but really this shhh hurt
They told me think about the good in you, like hugs and kisses
So I been in this studio just reminiscing
Memeber Frosted Flakes on your counter, yeah them Kellogg's
Running up the stairs to your house
Screaming grandma
You open up the door with a smile and you hug me
Bake my favoirte pies all the time cause you love me
Call me all the time when I moved up outta Cali
Checking up on me, keep me posted on the family
I ask you how you doing and you tell me that you fine
But even if you not, don't want that worry on my mind
I love you to death and I'm glad that I told ya
Tho the family cried, granny girl you was a Soulja
It feel just like a dream every morning when I wake up
But I know you happy cause you finally with your maker
Cried like a baby front row at your service
I know he gonna tell you well done my faithful servant
I know you walking with me thru the storms and the weather
And fam I know it's hard but we gotta stick together
I'm wiping up my tears as I'm rapping they was falling
Looking at my phone when it ring, hope you calling
Never ever thought that I would have to write this song
Still can't believe that left us and you're gone
I know watching over me, I feel it. I can tell
Wish I could hear you leave me one more voicemail
I celebrate the life that you lived, I rejoice
But just one time I wish I could hear your voice...