Im trying to ball
I'm trying to ball
I'm trying to ball
I wish that I could get a refund for all the time that I spent
Field goal a hundred percent nigga hard times I don't miss
The old me died I feel alive and I ain't even trying to grieve
How you gone stab me in my back and expect me not to bleed
See im just waiting on my chance hope I ain't blow it already
Cause I did shit I wouldn't tell god if he ain't know already
I ain't know my folks was atheist till they ain't believe in me
Thought I was lost but I'm really right here where I need to be
I can't digest none of your cooking I know the lies you feeding
It's only right I cover my heart just like I pledge allegiance
Get on your grind you out here stepping in these streets with no reason
Get on your grind you out here stepping in these streets with no reason
If you still with me on this journey I swear I got us just hold on.
I know I gotta stay down but chasing money I can't prolong
That boy imposter you can tell that shit all in his posture
Everybody out here acting we just need the Oscar's
And these niggas cross me out they need a jesus piece
And I be trying to call on god his phone on DND
And i don't like to break up happy homes I like a BnB
And I be trying to dodge the hate but that comes with being me
Why the f*ck I tell you all my problems
When you knowing goddamn well you wasn't going to ever help me solve them
I be holding shit inside just like a chamber of revolvers
And I ain't nothing like the old me I just find myself evolving
I wish that I could get a refund for all the time that I spent
Field goal a hundred percent nigga hard time I don't miss
The old me died I feel alive and I ain't even trying to grieve
How you gone stab me in my back and expect me not to bleed
See im just waiting on my chance hope I ain't blow it already
Cause I did shit I wouldn't tell god if he ain't know already
I ain't know my folks was atheist till they ain't believe in me
Thought I was lost but I'm really right here where I need to be
I can't digest none of your cooking I know the lies you feeding
It's only right I cover my heart just like I pledge allegiance
Get on your grind you out here stepping in these streets with no reason
Get on your grind you out here stepping in these streets with no reason