Marcus Gray - Frostbite Lyrics

[Intro]
Frozen smiles, Christmas lights
Can't feel my soul through this frostbite
Family pictures on these walls
But I'm not in them at all

[Verse 1]
December demons crawling through my mind
Sitting here while everyone's so blind
Fake laughs echo through this empty space
Got my hoodie up, can't show my face
They pass the eggnog, I pass on life
Cut so deep, but there's no blood tonight
Momma asks if I'm okay
But words are frozen, what can I say?

[Chorus]
Frostbite taking over
Getting colder, it ain't over
Family dinner's served with ice
Pay the price of paradise
Numb inside, can't feel shit
Memories start to drift
This house ain't home no more
Just a cold December war

[Verse 2]
Tree's lit up but I'm burning out
They talk about blessings, I'm filled with doubt
Dad's telling stories 'bout better days
While I'm just counting ways to escape
Generation after generation
Building walls of separation
They don't see the pain behind these eyes
'Cause everyone's too busy with their lies

[Bridge]
F*ck these fairy lights
F*ck these silent nights
Rather be alone than pretend I'm alright
Temperature dropping in my veins
These walls hold too many chains

[Verse 3]
Grandma's cookies can't fix what's broke
Family traditions feel like a joke
Take another picture, say "cheese"
While my soul starts to freeze
They keep the house warm
But can't heat up this storm
Inside my chest, it's twenty below
Watching my breath as I let go

[Chorus]
Frostbite taking over
Getting colder, it ain't over
Family dinner's served with ice
Pay the price of paradise
Numb inside, can't feel shit
Memories start to drift
This house ain't home no more
Just a cold December war

[Outro]
The cold preserves what's dead inside
No need to run, no need to hide
Just let the frostbite take control
Another Christmas takes its toll
Another Christmas takes its toll...