It's better if I don't lose, control
Honey know I'm on my own, opposed
Oh no!
It's better if I don't lose, control
Honey know I'm on my own, opposed
Oh no! Reversed tarot, judgement
In all I've known
I know you didn't ask for this
Like, "this ain't the way to reminisce"
While I make the same shit all again
Like I can't even see, what's ahead of me
So I hit rewind, a new perspective
A magnum opus, fraud, subjective
A punk fighting for fame
Wondering where my heart is
And she said: "boy don't cry
Façade's, all compromised"
Head stun locked, confined
Rumination prescribed
It's better if I don't lose, control
Honey know I'm on my own, opposed
Oh no! Reversed tarot, judgement
In all I've known
"Maybe you should've took the chance"
Like, baby this ain't a bad romance
Held back, I guess I had the knack
Oh internal pretense relapse
Well I'm the only one doing shit it seems
Was always here, guess it's still my dream
Never did it for the crowd,
Only did it for my sanity (just listen to me now)
And she said: "boy don't cry,
Façade's, all compromised"
Head stun locked, confined
Oh subconscious defined
It's better if I don't lose, control
Honey know I'm on my own, opposed
Oh no! Reversed tarot, judgement-
I know I shouldn't lose, control
If I could sell my soul,
Pseudo-resolve
So tell me punk, was it all worth it?
An ego death all coincides
Identity resigned
Regret and glory intertwined
"Don't make it complicated
Interpolate, create," my eyes dilate
And it makes sense
"Repeat the words:"
"I know I shouldn't lose, control
If I could save my soul,
A hope to hold-"
It's better if I don't lose, contro-
(Hold on)
(Wait)
Honey know I'm on my own, opposed
Oh no! Reversed tarot,
Judgement in all I've known
Is this what you thought I'd be like?
(No)
A cycle I'll never break from
Oh resenting what I've made, tear and decayed
And it's getting harder, day by day, my fate
I switch on you like I switch genres, switch tempos
And I don't know why I'm like this
I just wanna be heard
I just wanna be heard
I just wanna be heard
Oh how?
How?
How