Marco Miacosa - Gemini Lyrics

The younger me would be so ashamed that I'm complacent and adjacent with normalcy that I've been hated. Inner voices or inner demons? Man, I can't place it.
I'm the product of bottles drunken and hoes laid with. Still a G-O-D - f*ck with my true statements. I been a D-O-G.
Flopped on the cold pavement. Summer days, heat waves, I'd rather not even chase it. I'd rather off my f*cking self and sleep away the hatred. And awaken in different places where thinking is encouraged. Where souls that were good flourished. Where goals weren't important, where shordee's weren't big whoring. But.. f*ck my life.
Pop a brewski, my homies loopy, they watching movies.
Baked in living rooms but what's the cost of living loosely?
I f*ck my bitch, I do my work, I smile, I drink, I'm Gucci.
Or are the simple things not worth a life as short as movies. Say it truly, I f*cking hate myself. I f*cking hate myself. For over thinking the way that I do (I'm trapped in my mind) and my bro's say hey dawg is you cool. (For a fact dawg I'm fine) Don't you worry ma, I got you - I'm gone figure this out. But truth be told, I think bout life on the couch with a family. Pushing a Porsche or a Camry. Learning to bear me or stand me, serving my demons a plan b - trapping the beast in the belly. Shit on my mind, like I'm Melly. Nathan you could even tell me. I'm broken.
Permanently...
At least it feels like it, stuck in my mind fighting. Nightmares have come nightly, but I don't feel too frightened.
I still walk smooth, lightly - hit my new bitch at Seven.
Slide for me girl I need ya. Put my faith Latina's. Get that bitch wet Katrina/
Whatever works to get my mind off my mind. Whatever works to lose my sight of the blind. Taking my time, in-between I want this shit ao f*cking bad or go die. F*ck.
Curse of the Gemini, couples hoes - one wife.
Strapped up daily, man but Peace and love, one time.
A grand life's for me or do I just want sunshine...
When Cloudy days ease the pain, though... oh my god. F*ck it.