Marble - smile at strangers Lyrics

I won't heal my wound
If I think I deserve less than I'm owed
I'll let it breathe til it bleeds out of control
And I'm afraid
If I don't change
I'll die alone
Smile at strangers on the street
I'm the nicest one you'll ever meet
But if you really knew me
I wouldn't be lonely
In my sleep i visit places i have known
I haven't changed
I felt the same when I was young
Still crossing state lines
To be known by anyone
To take my shoes off
In a place that feels like home
Smile at strangers on the street
I'm the nicest one you'll ever meet
But if you really knew me
I wouldn't be lonely
If you really knew me
I wouldn't be lonely
I always wanted to be the type
To finish a book
Keep a new resolution
But i'm tearing up letters
That i tried to write
And swallowing pills
Just to get through the night
And gripping the seat
On a turbulent flight
I wanna jump in the water
Without thinking twice
But I always think twice
I always think twice