Who am I not to cry?
Who am I not to smile?
Who was I forced to lie?
Who was I to enshrine my demons in lesions in my mind
With every season comes another secretion I now have reason to opine
Who am I the question that controlled my life
Unending imitations
Who am I the question that destroyed my life
Tormenting invocations
Who am I the question that now solved my life
When I'm in the dark I no longer want to close my eyes
I grew up in a little town
Nothing to worry about
Years go by
New school but I'm an introverted guy
I'm shy
I got laughed at
I did accept that
F*cked up in my mind at the time
Stuck up disinclined to be kind
My grades went downhill
I was less motivated
Let my parents down still
They'd love me
Made me more devastated
And mom got really sick
Not fair
She didn't commit no sin
Got me crying like a bitch
Oh dear
I guess that the bullies must have win
Then my dad got in a car accident
Made me feel even worse
I had real false friends
Was I put under a curse?
It all descends
From the thunder of diverse
New school new friends
Got sundered by the drugs after I immersed
Who am I not to cry?
Who am I not to smile?
Who was I forced to lie?
Who was I to enshrine my demons in lesions in my mind
With every season comes another secretion I now have reason to opine
Who am I the question that controlled my life
Unending imitations
Who am I the question that destroyed my life
Tormenting invocations
Who am I the question that now solved my life
When I'm in the dark I no longer want to close my eyes
Late for school again I'm pissed
The teacher up she stands
She's pissed asks me what the problem is
I'm sorry miss
I can't tell you what the problem is
It's that I'm interested in cannabis instead of your analysis
The problem is more complicated than all of this
My interest in everything in all of this
I've lost all of it
Living for the numbing of the pain that the pleasure brought with it
Turned a switch in my mind
At first felt like a glitch, reset on the inside
New identity applied
Past not left behind
At times I must remind
Myself to decline
The addicted kind
I'm fine now sometimes we're ought to get intertwined
Alive now how
I rhyme now wow
I'm divined 'bout sound
Who am I
Not to cry
Who am I
Not to smile
Who was I
Who was I