Manzi Fleur - c'est what c'est Lyrics

I hear my silence getting louder everyday
I'm sick & tired of being tied up to this space
Don't know what's on the other side, the grass here's always grey
I keep denying that my smile is always fake
Don't wanna be a burden so I carry all this weight
I hope these travels that I take gon turn out safe
Cause every so often I just stay inside my head
I need a loan so I can pay off my mistakes
I wonder who's gon war for me and warn me for my sake
At anytime when I start losing all my faith
I hate to have to socialize when feeling out of place
Turn into Waldo when they try to call my name
I'm steady soul searching while i hold these growing pains
Just wanna make this dough then give it all away
I worry that my past is holding all my better days
I hope my past ain't holding all my better days
You can see it in my eyes
I ain't sleep in like 4 days
I've been chasing lost time
You can see it in my eyes
I ain't sleep in like 4 days
I've been chasing lost time
You can see it in my eyes
I ain't sleep in like 4 days
I've been chasing lost time
You can see it in my eyes
I ain't sleep in like 4 days
I've been chasing lost time