Sometimes I sincerely don't feel human being
So alienated from the ordinary things
Why are they so interested in shiny diamond rings
All of those materials never appealed to me
First off free my family wrote this one on three sixteen
In this world I only see lost souls and dying teens
Put in work with hopes one day Ill purchase pretty things
But when I think hard what does that really mean to me
Why should I spend my money just for other people to see
Why do people hate on me when they notice I am happy
Its crazy how many people do not want you to succeed
But theyll say they had your back but in you they never believed
Sometimes I sincerely don't feel human being
So alienated from the ordinary things
Why are they so interested in shiny diamond rings
All of those materials never appealed to me
So I just stay to myself to feel some ease ease ease
God I wonder why is life so hard can you just tell me please
People always carrying bad energy gee gee
But I bet block you out if you ever step near to me
I feel like I see it all but this life not over yet
Why you worried about now when the after life is next
I am not your average body your 3rd not open yet
I see through all of the negativity it's time to get out my way
It's my time to get that pay
I'm tired of getting played
Gotta ball like I'm MJ
Got the Juice like minute made
Go say what you want to say
I'll hear it eventually
I don't know nobody REAL
And it's really killing me
Sometimes I sincerely don't feel human being
So alienated from the ordinary things
Why are they so interested in shiny diamond rings
All of those materials never appealed to me
So I just stay to myself to feel some ease ease ease
God I wonder why is life so hard can you just tell me please
People always carrying bad energy gee gee
But I bet block you out if you ever step near to me