Hello
Hello...look I just don't know what to do without you
I'm lost..and I need you
Listen girl you know I love you
Your place inside my heart ain't taken from you
You meant everything to me I wish things worked between us two
They say that if it's real it'll work between us soon
But honestly I think we're better leaving it as a wound
For real I know just how you feel
I know right now you're hurtin but you gotta let it heal
And I know you ain't gon listen but you gotta know the deal
The way you tryna cope only gon hurt you more for real
You used to be my every thang member talks of a wedding ring
Them used to be the best of times and now you're just an enemy
Trying to forgive you but won't forget what you did to me
At first I tried to fight it but I see it now as destiny
I told you we were over I told you when I came over
I told you when you were sober things ain't the way that they're suppose to
I know that times been hard and I know that you want the closure
But you gotta change your ways you ain't the same since we grew older
That honeymoon stage is really gone and the pressures really on
Always going back and forth man what is really going on
This home is just a house now since the loves completely gone
Rushed from work so we could speak but now I dread when I come home
You're hurtin and you hide it with a smile that you put on
If you really wanna stop it then you just gotta move on
Me and you ain't perfect we can only right our wrongs
Wish it was together but we gotta be alone
What now I'm like what now
Tryna figure out what's going on right now
The pain that I'm feeling won't stop right now
Confusion in my heart and my mind right now
Cause I don't know if I made the right decision
Tryna bear the shame of this incision
I just cover it up when I'm speaking to these women
Thought the grass was greener this side but it isn't different
But...that's an L I can take
Learned to trust god cause he doesn't make mistakes
It's times like these that you gotta have faith
Cause he wouldn't give you pain that he knows you can't take
And...If it's real it'll find its way back
If it don't it was never meant to last
The problem that I have when I'm alone is reminiscing on the past
Honesty with myself I do lack
It's been months since the last time that we spoke
I Haven't seen you since the day that we broke
The towns small so it's often you run into my folks
But I'm in college on a whole nother road
See you doing ya thang looking better than ever before
Happy for you yet I'm jealous and that's hard to ignore
There was times I thought about going to knock at your door
My prides too strong so I had to explore
But you got a new man I'm happy for y'all
You stayed ten toes down and you overcame loss
You got your money straight and you worked on your flaws
You bounced back hella hard you deserve an applause
God damn speaking bout it makes my heart feel at ease
Helps me in finding my peace
Finally accepting that it's over didn't wanna believe
I guess that we weren't meant to be
