Manny T - Isiah 44:22 Lyrics

I know I fear fear too much
On my plate, lookin' up
Outer space, Pearly Gates
I'm runnin but can't run away
Say you changed
But you never changed up
But you're just the same as I ever knew
Forty four twenty two

Would you believe me if I ever said that I was in love
With emotions running deeper than an ocean blue floor
Maybe so cause you know that we've been here before
I mean It's been about a year on top of another four
Let's explore these old feelings and find out
Why exactly that this old love never died out
Dreamt about you every single time it was lights out
Made for each other that was something you were right bout
But it was then that we did grow older
Went to separate schools and we didn't grow closer
The last time we talked I just thought that we were over
And the next time I seen you you gave a cold shoulder
But I didn't blame you cause it wasn't our time
Way too many obstacles that we had to climb
Didn't know the meaning of love at the time
But when I heard that word I had you in mind
Peace of mind I was yours and you were mine
Whatever problems I had in you I'd confine
Your qualities in others I'd try hard to find
But to no prevail cause I was too damn blind
Should've known I couldn't though you were one of a kind
And I loved you too much to leave you behind
You were one of just a few who admired my grind
And told me one day manny you gon be signed
Just keep working everything gon be fine
That was the one thing you'd always remind
Now look at me ballin like the D line
Damn those days I wish I could rewind
Cause nowadays we in two separate lanes
I'm getting my degree and you doing yo thang
Ain't it hella funny how quick things change
But through every thang you remained the same

Say you changed
But you never changed up
Say you changed
But you never changed up
But you're just the same as I ever knew
Forty four twenty two

From the moment that we met I thought you were the one
We hit it off hella quick and had so much fun
In a short amount of time look how far that we've come
In a short amount of time look how much that we've done
But then I soon realized what you were really bout
It was really right then that I soon casted doubt
Knew we wouldn't last long and that shit would go south
Cause you had a drug problem that you couldn't figure out
Stayed faded off the weed and the alcohol too
That was damn near everyday didn't know what to do
I Tried to get you help and you always refused
Did what I had to do so I cut you lose
Still the same till this day and really I ain't knocking you
Wanted better for you so I tried my best stopping you
Destroying yourself didn't stick around watching you
Ever since then I've just pretty much forgotten you
Talked to another just chick just like you
Couldn't stand being sober hates reality too
Understood why tried the best that I could do
So I let shit slide cause I liked her she was cool
Chose to stick around the chemistry had felt rare
The more we hung out the more love was in the air
Talks of us being together she had made things clear
Believed every single word cause she sounded so sincere
But then one day she backtracked on it all
Apologized for wasting time said it was her fault
Said she wasn't ready for relationships at all
It was then I decided that I had to cut her off
Too good to be true I should've known that shit
I was hella gullible which is hard to admit
Situations like this I try hard to forget
But before I do that I gotta learn to forgive

Say you changed
But you never changed up
Say you changed
But you never changed up
But you're just the same as I ever knew
Forty four twenty two
You build it up to break it halfway through
Just make the call twenty two
But you're just the same as I ever knew
Forty four twenty two
You build it up to break it halfway through
Just make the call twenty two