These drugs i be takin,
I be knowing they gone kill me,
I'm face to face with satan,
He said he got some tell me,
Told me ain't worth shit,
Told me that I'm worthless
Shits been getting better for me,
It's making me nervous,
Wave after wave of life's bullshit,
Got me surfin,
Cus I can't swim!
Can't breathe cus I'm drowning,
...
Need a life boat,
Heads dippin under water,
Tryna stay afloat,
Livin my life on a tight rope,
Will I make it out,
Nobody knows,
Prayin to the gods,
Knowin ain't nobody saving me,
Had to figure out life on my own,
While darkness follows me,
I been in my own lane,
But demon got ahold of me
Fighting back my demons,
I'm been taking back control of me,
Tell my demons look at me,
I'm the captain now,
Only got one hand on wheel,
But I ain't backing down,
Graduated from depths of hell,
Need a cap and gown,
No congratulations in life,
When no one around,
...
These drugs i be takin,
I be knowing they gone kill me,
I'm face to face with satan,
He said he got some tell me,
Told me ain't worth shit,
Told me that I'm worthless
Shits getting better for me,
It's making me nervous,
Wave after wave of life's bullshit,
Got me surfin,
Cus I can't swim!
Can't breathe cus I'm drowning,
...
Drowning in this water,
It's too deep,
Ain't got no scuba gear,
It's funny off the drugs,
I see better,
I see crystal clear,
Is it real is it fake,
I just took 4 lines to the face,
I'm
Tryna find a way
I'm
Tryna numb to the pain,
I'm
F*cked up every day,
Lean perky lemonade,
I'm ,
Tryna meditate,
I'm tryna cut off friends,
Standing in the way,
I'm really tryna separate,
The fake from the real,
Battling depression,
I let god take wheel,
Not to mention,
It's kill or be killed out here,
Young nigga tryna figure out,
Why god disappeared
....
These drugs i be takin,
I be knowing it's gone kill me,
I'm face to face with satan,
He said he got some tell me,
Told me ain't worth shit,
Told me that I'm worthless
Shits getting better for me,
It's making me nervous,
Wave after wave of life's bullshit,
Got me surfin,
Cus I can't swim!
Can't breathe cus I'm drowning,